Yep! I sure did miss you ladies. wow! it's been one full year since I was actively involved with my blog. I must confess I really feel bad about that.
what happened? well let's say I got carried away with the need to make money as I had a lot of pressing needs that needed financial response to them immediately. So at the time keeping Divas Defined blog seemed like the best thing to do at the time. but then the funniest thing happened. I found out that although I made more money in the year 2014 than I have ever made before I had experienced a high sense of emptiness and depression started to set in. I mean as much as it looked like life was good, I still fell empty.
How good was 2014? well, let's just say I went on vacations three times to five different countries....
Yeah! it was good like that. But still did I feel good within...nah! you would think that with all the vacations I would be chilled out but contrary to the matter I was always stressed out and I mean on a constant state. nothing seemed to please me. I was hardly happy. Always thinking of the next idea to bring in more money. For every goal I achieved I was eagerly moving to the next. Hoping I could quickly accomplish it. it was a roller coaster.
So I searched deep within to wonder why and then it dawned on me that when I was actively involved with my blog, and still running my business. I felt more better. no matter how broke I was, as far as I knew that my blog post blessed some body. I was good. Funny thing is that I never ever bothered how to get the next job but people kept calling me. it was unbelievable. it's almost like I was called specially to help ladies and as long as I did that, God kept his own side by taking care of me and bringing business my way. I know it might sound crazy but it's true.
I know I have a strong concern for my female race but I have always tried to be diplomatic about it especially when I am been call a feminist by guys. For a while I tired to be on the fence but I guess not any more. So yes I am a feminist and yes Divas Defined Network was designed for women.
Why? well simply because I was beginning to see how a lot of women including myself were allowing situations defined them. I saw beautiful women sleeping with different men because they felt useless simply because some guy some time ago told them so. I saw ladies living in pain and grieve and ageing tremendously simply because they were holding on to the different experiences that cut them deep, I saw single mothers been ridiculed by society simply because they decided to keep their babies and not abort them, I saw ladies seeing themselves as ugly simply because they were fleshy... and the list goes on.
I mean when was it going to stop. when will ladies understand that they are the most amazing creating of God. Even men attest to that. but still, everyday more and more ladies display themselves at trash. it's sad, but I believe it will get better.
So to cut the long story short I am back. I know, I know. I have said this before. but for my sake not even yours..loll! I am back.
It's great to communicate with once again. I am excited and am looking forward to a rewarding and fulfilling year....
I know its kinda late but still HAPPY NEW YEAR DIVAS!!.. cheers
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